User blog:Sailesh s nair/My Feelings about my Personal life and in this wiki

My personal Feelings
Hey my name is Sailesh S Nair.I'm here to share my Secrets which I refused to say during my time.First of all, I am short tempered.Come within a metre of me when I'm angry then you'll wish you never met me. I often created fights in School. Idc for anyone except my Parents and few of my best friends. That's the first. Then about my brother. I've probably told you thst he died, but you don't know how.my brother was born early like after just 7 months.he was kept in the incubator. He died next day. I have never seen his face or knew what his name was.I don't even know the Day he died. But I always remember him and when I'm lonely I sit in a corner and cry and Curse others and scolding the Gods for taking my brother from me. I've changed a lot after lots of years later. I've grown tougher, Hearing all the tease fron my friends. I've vowed to Change,From my bad behaviors and that's when I joined the wiki.in 2015.The next thing is...... I have certain problems. If I'm alone i snap. can change that. I tried. It didn't happened.that's the last thing you guys don't know about me.

My Feelings in this Wiki
I first said about my personal Feelings.now I'm going to say what my emotions were during my stay in this wiki.I joined this Wiki in 2015 and I didn't know what to do.you see,the users in Future were not at all Active, so I got restless. But there was a person. Mr.Somerandomguy. He made me the guy I'm today.he told me to be patient.then I joined a map game called Brave New World It was by Combined.It was there when a guy posted a comment. He didn't know how to use Responses.I messaged him.his name wasRyan Alexander. He then became my best friend.we then created new map games until I met new friends like Rafi,Derp,Fire,Mk,HAL,Sepron,Aiothai Even if all these listed are by best friends the true friend who will always stay in my hear is Ryan.he has the one thing otgers dont have i.e Compassion and deep respect for me.this blog post is also dedicated to Ryan,my best friendc