User blog comment:HAL3000/Demotion and Farewell/@comment-30696685-20181010113419

Just a note for the road: I didn’t mean to offend you when I made that history section on my user page. I was talking about the group of us that was up until Midnight AEST in the wiki chat talking about life in general. You never joined us because you were asleep or offline by then.

Maybe if you had been a little more loose on your tight schedule we would’ve had a lot more memories and more fun times with you. I know that is a bad suggestion considering your current state, but you were not like that 16-24 months ago. That HAL was a good person, a person we enjoyed having part of our community.

Perhaps you felt separated from us due to lifestyle and time differences, even if we live within 250km of each other. I don’t want to write an entire article about what has happened but I feel as if it is somehow connected to your robot persona, and that you may be troubled because your persona has now become who you are. I can’t explain it properly, but I’m sure if you were given the chance to explain your situation it would match up with my thoughts.

I am saddened that you feel so emotionless and seemingly alone. I can’t help it because I’m not a professional, but I’m not even sure if they would be able to help you. It is unfortunate that people end up in this situation, and it often hurts me when I try to help them.

Sorry if I haven’t tried to help as much as I could, but too many times has it turned on me and got me in trouble or hurt. I have given up helping people for the most part, and now I only attempt to persuade them with anger or hatred, much like you seem to have tried within the past few days.

I think you need to see some sort of professional to help you deal with your problems. I am just at a loss of words and if I tried to type them all out the page would be within the realms of infinite. I’m no doctor but I think I see what is happening here.

Farewell HAL. I hope you overcome this and go on to live a good life, marry a good man/woman, have children, and become whatever it is you choose to be (Some Sort or Scientist? I have forgotten the specific field you wish to work in). See you, well, I’m not sure. Until then.